[closed|NSFW] assisted confidence

[odapologist]

[ The worst part of this plan is that Yagen finds it amusing. He's not dismissing at all, reassuring Fudou quite a few times that's he's okay with it. Usually when it was the two of them whether it was something mundane or... more intimate, Yagen was the one who did the work. He likes work, he likes taking the lead and saying things to Fudou because he's taking charge and can, so it's fine really.

For being a "sloppy disgrace" as Hasebe once put him, Fudou seemed to put in a considerable bit of effort to plan and set this up. To say he was serious, maybe? The bedding's old, but it's soft from being well worn (where on earth did he he get so many pillows), and Fudou has whatever he needs for their night-time activities in a box on the side-- did he ask for it from the Saniwa? That in itself is commendable, but the Saniwa does care for him, despite Fudou never wanting to acknowledge him. Maybe he was very happy (he confides to Yagen he thinks Fudou is cute, more if he could smile). ]

Do you need some more time? I thought you'd be on top of me right away.

[ For right now, Yagen rolls on his side on the futon, looking at Fudou with a smile. As genuine as he can make it, because even when it's Fudou who's summoning up courage into taking the lead tonight, it's better to be gentle when the other is still somewhat fragile. He's being a tease out of amusement though, with his nightshirt untied and open for Fudou to touch him, as well as lifting one of his slender legs to drag a foot over Fudou's thigh. ]

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[odavotion]

[It was always Yagen doing the work. Sometimes, Fudou didn't really mind. He likes watching Yagen. And for more intimate activities, he enjoys getting buried in the sensations and just forget for a while. But other times... it bugs a small part of him. Even if he's a useless sword, shouldn't he take charge more?

And to show how much he appreciate Yagen. Which clearly means making this as comfortable as possible and being prepaired.

... He probably did go overboard with bringing so many pillows.]

I don't need more time!

[Now the moment's here, Fudou's snapped out from staring at Yagen. His heart is still pounding fast, but he looks determined at least. He grasp Yagen's foot by the ankle, keeping it in place on top of his thigh. Right, he can definitely do this. He watched him (and Nobunaga) do it a lot, he can copy that and... do his own thing.

Fudou crawls forward, his hand letting go of Yagen's foot, until he's above and straddling Yagen. His hands are on either side of Yagen's head, supporting his body while he stares into the other's eyes. Those gentle, but teasing eyes.

Driven by his confusing mixed desires, Fudou leans back until he's sitting on Yagen. His hands move down from either sides of Yagen's head, down his shoulders until he's touching his chest through the open nightshirt. The view... is really different like this, for him to touch Yagen and watch him react.]

[odapologist]

[ Ah. That reaction is almost expected from Fudou, really. It gets a soft laugh from Yagen, but he tries to cover it with his mouth. He has faith in him though. He adored Nobunaga I'm a way that loved, and if Yagen learned a thing or two from those nights himself... ]

Don't worry, Fudou. You'll do fine.

[ He expected his foot being stopped, but it surprises even him how carefully the other tantou holds it so carefully. Then, he straddles him and looks right at Yagen. He doesn't react strongly and instead just looks up into those purple eyes, holding his cheek with a hand before Fudou pulls back. ]

Mmm, you'll take good care of me, right?

[ Fudou's hands might tremble just a bit, but Yagen makes a soft, content sound when they touch his chest. His own hands rest on top of the fellow tantou's, pressing them down. He likes being treated more firmly than lovingly... But he doesn't have an objection if Fudou gives him more tender attention. This is a big step for him... and he really did want Yagen to be comfortable. So... He might ask for a pillow or two later. ]

[odavotion]

Of course, Yagen. Since it's me, you know?

[He's Fudou Yukimitsu, beloved sword of Nobunaga Oda! ... Which is basically Fudou gathering his confidence again, before his insecurity can act up again.

It's reassuring to have Yagen's hands on top of his. But on the other hand, he did want to do this on his own. His fingers trail upward towards Yagen's nipples, feeling them with his thumbs.]

I'll take care of you, and you'll tell me how you like it.

[Feedback is good. And after all that's said and done, it's time to do more. Fudou stops playing with Yagen's nipples. After glancing up at Yagen's eyes for a moment, he looks back down and lower his head. His lips wrap around one of the nipples, sucking and licking. Slowly at first, before he do it a little more firmly as he get into it.]