[ Otegine has to pause, stilling holding his friend's arousal, brushing his thumb over the head. He didn't expect himself to say that, especially for Monoyoshi to hear, but his body is craving something he's unfamiliar with on his end. It was logical for him to penetrate Monoyoshi, as it was an efficient way to feed his hunger. He never really thought about being fucked save for an odd dream or two, but now... The opportunity seems to have presented itself. ]

I'm sure. That sounds strange, doesn't it...?

[ He embraces Monoyoshi, but then lets go as he leans back onto bed. Now he's lying back and spreading his legs somewhat, eyes a little fearful. What if Monoyoshi doesn't want their roles to switch? Even if that could be what's he wants if that was what Kikkou hinted at, he's anxious too. ]

Monoyoshi, do you want to? Because... I do. It's okay, I know you'll be gentle.

[ That's what he usually tried to be with Monoyoshi... There's a part of him that wants Monoyoshi to fill him and take him roughly, even like this he's sure he could take it... But that would scare him, right? Hurting his dear friend... They should take it slowly, so they are both comfortable. And... Really prove he wants it.

He has to prepare himself, as he's still human and thankfully, there was a bottle of lube on the table. Maybe he could entice Monoyoshi? It's still embarrassing though, and he can't help but bite his lip as he tries working in a finger. ]